Dear God, it's been FOREVER since I've done anything but lurk on here. I want to start drawing again but... same song, different day.
After all kinds of years on here and ups and downs, I graduate May 7th from high school with almost enough college credits to go directly into my nursing program. Yup, Megan is gonna be an RN!

Depending on how skippy I'm feeling I may or may not go for my Masters to become a nurse practitioner. I'm also working over 30 hours a week now. Up until October I was working two jobs so I've been a VERY busy girl.
It's funny how I've neglected the shit out of this account, but it's a good look into who I was as a kid. I've read through a LOT of my own notes this morning. I miss the friendships, but HOW DID ANYONE PUT UP WITH ME???? I was one very stupid 14/15 year old. I want to go back in time and shake myself for several things. But I guess I wouldn't be who I am now with experiencing what I did. I'm happy to say I'm 'online relationship' free and that I'm in my first truly healthy relationship. But I also know now that a relationship doesn't make me and that I will never neglect people like I did in the past. Especially the friendships I gained on here that I let slip away. I refuse for that to happen in the future >.>
I actually let some I was reallllyyyyy close to on here slip away. If you read this, you know who you are. I was to scared to get online when the earthquake hit your country because I was terrified something had happened to you. I'm a coward, I know. I still hope to visit someday and that you'll give me a tour
I think - bear with me on this one- that I'll put most of my old stuff in storage and then start anew on this account. I don't
want a new account. This username has been with me for...six years now? So I'm kinda attacted to it. Or maybe I'll start doodling and just submitting doodles. Who knows?
If any of my long lost friends checks this and maybe misses me half as much as I miss them my current emails/messengers are
thebooknerdette@yahoo.com
howell_m@live.com

~ Megan